/int/ - International

Pretty much. But I get visits by my dad and mom who live nearby every few days.

I only have my colleagues at work. I have cut off my family. I don't really suffer from it though because I'm used to it. I was alone for all my life. Having people at work to talk to is enough for me.

I haven't interacted with anyone irl, except for cashiers, in five years. I don't like people and I don't want to see them but at the same time it feels a bit lonely and empty but I'm very used to it and being around other people only makes the feeling worse.

>>14216 >I haven't interacted with anyone irl, except for cashiers No doctors? Or your landlord/someone fixing stuff in your flat?

Strangely enough, I’m less and less lonely as time goes by. I was a real loner, but I sort have friends I meet IRL regularly. Which is odd to me.

On a normal day, not at all. When I'm reminded of the fact that other people have relationships, very.

>>14231 You make an important point. Loneliness comes from comparing yourself to others.

When my mother died a couple of years ago I fell into a deep hole of complete loneliness, but I'm rather fine these days. Pets and hobbies keep me occupied.

I don't remember the last time I talked to somebody.

Being alone is nice and peaceful, being around others is stressful and cuntious

What do you mean, I’m not lonely I have krautchan.

i'm alone but not lonely >>14216 >being around other people only makes the feeling worse. sames

I'm not.

>>14757 same

Not

Bernd never had GF. Bernd also have no friends. Bernd moved out of his parents house with 18. Bernds Mother (his last living relative) died 2012. Since them Bernds only social interactions are with the cashier at supermarket or with his doc.

I don't have any friends, nor do I have a GF. I only really interact with my parents and, to be honest I like it that way

Very lonely.

>>14777 >only social interactions are with the cashier at supermarket or with his doc work?

>>14792 Bernd is NEET.

I'm "alone", not "lonely". Some men just prefer solitude.

>>14777 >ernds only social interactions are with the cashier at supermarket Sad. You're literally geezer tier. The tedious people who block the supermarket queue for minutes, believing they are entitled for smalltak with the cashier, totally ignorant of the queue behind them. Literally their only daily social interaction in life, except their daily nurse washing/vaxxing visits.

>>14200 I'm getting no time or support by friends or family, and they all got futher in life than me but with equal starting conditions. Noone got fired ever, I lose my jobs every 3 years because the companies get broke. My bosses are always borderline criminal or criminal which I can't prove further than what I've witnessed. I know some guy who kept mocking me why I had a hard time getting a job, and he is COMPLETELY socially incompetent. His first job is already better paid than all of the 5 jobs I had, and he got it almost instantly. Everyone I know gets things easily and gift-wrapped, and despites making massive mistakes, they aren't punished. I lost interest in existing and witnessing all of that, not getting any attention, success, or even a "thanks". Its not like there's nothing I like or look forward to, and I still can have fun. Its just that nothing new happens, and that life is too long to wait out, and it won't get better. I don't want to experience the shit I fear, like getting old, or my parent's funeral. I've been scared of my future as an old man since I was 21. There's much shit I wanted to do, but can't do anymore in my age unless I move to Epstein island. Most of the stuff I like is cringe once I hit 40. My favorite hobby got nowhere due to a lack of skill, talent, and finding myself embarassing. I'm a worse artist than literal 12 year olds. I just want to be good at one single fucking thing but it didnt work. I would be missed for my humor, but I won't be missed for that I did. Fuck my humor and personality. That shit doesn't get you anywhere. I've witnessed the worst assholes on the planet in suits and they still have their jobs and a shitton of money and some stupid obedient slut waiting.

>>14829 Also, I have the feeling everyone commits crimes, gets away with it, and that I'm stupid for not doing it. Like, scams, tax fraud, drug trade.

>>14829 >I lose my jobs every 3 years because the companies get broke. My bosses are always borderline criminal Literally all signs that you work at too small companies. Those are always the ones with some psychopath as a boss that does everything to stay in business including underpaying his employees. The bigger the company the more they pay their employees usually.

>>14834 I work at small companies because big ones dont give me ANY chance.

>>14829 >>14829 >Most of the stuff I like is cringe once I hit 40. Sweet summer child, you just gotta stop caring about what others think, that's the freedom only age can offer

>>14777 same, but bernd also has to interact with his coworkers

>>14200 I am schizoid, so I am generally okay with being alone. But sometimes I wish I had people I could relate to both to talk about as well as sharing common interests. Then I try and go among new people and just get disappointed, retreating again for a while.

>>14216 >being around other people only makes the feeling worse Fucking sames.

>>14846 >you just gotta stop caring about what others think, that's the freedom only age can offer This. t.40+

>>14844 You have to apply for a better job while you are still employed. Don't wait until your company goes bankrupt against. You are in a much better position in a job interview when you already have a job than when you are jobless.