>>14783
I went to the valley of death. I went to the rocky uphill struggle of life, the kingdom of the demiurge, the spiritual prison where my divine soul is stuck, battered, drained and debased, like a once luxury designer dress now filled with holes and dirty.
When I had hardships in my life, I had to carry the weight alone, with none by my side saying "let me share your burden", the few company I had were scammers, scalpers and literal enemies wanting something of me, be it money or energy.
When I complained about that, I was told that this is just normal adult human life, you struggle alone, you burn yourself and then you die, remembering a life where you spent 10% of masturbating wildly instead of having good real experiences.