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fi Bernd 2025-11-16 16:38:22 No. 22974

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Just started reading this boko. It's been in my shelf for a while. So how would Bernd do in "Hikikomori Olympics*"? Me: No friends, I smoke, no job, no education. I can leave my apartment just fine though, go to store, movies or city center. I have good relations with mom and sister. Neetgarch due to free money I receive. 34 years old. *race of comparing negative achievements
A little OT, because I liked the novel: While the Animu was a white pill at the end (and had it's light moments till Yamazaki was gone); the book was very unnerving till the end - but comfy af. Are there similar light novels from Japan? I currenntly only read Japanese literature, it "gets me", it is poetic, calm and it doesn't try to insult me. But I could never have been be a real Hiki, parents wont support it. And maybe it's for the best ... if are able to leave your house at least for groceries and other necessities, it's fine - but when I moved out and was a fulltime NEET, I had phases where I wouldn't leave the flat for many days. Deliveries are costly these day. I like to work part-time and get something done, it helps me. Sato had his 7/11 and whatever, no Ausländer at night, so it's save for him in Japan to leave the house at night. That's no option in Germany.
I had serious social anxiety and mild agoraphobia in my late teens and early 20s. Even now I have my blinds closed all the time, because I can't relax with the thought of people seeing me. My parents kicked me out a couple of years ago, after I found a job. Nowadays I have to talk on the phone often due to work and I'm mostly fine with that. In person exchanges are still unnerving and drain my energy quickly, but I can handle them with enough free time afterwards.